bla the title is totally unrelated i just feel like saying that. i dont know. i want that passion. i want someone to fight for me. to fight for my happiness as well. hahah and no i'm not talking about a boyfriend or a boy or whatever just anyone in general. balblablablaa no one reads this anyways bye
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
In these two videos below, she goes to Times Square train station and just brings her boombox and starts singing. Amazing..
Been having really.. bizarre dreams. It's not with what's going on in the dream, but more like who's it going on with.
Been waking up at like 5/6am again but the good thing is I've been sleeping early!
I'm usually in bed by 8 and alseep by 10 so that's good.
Although I am getting sick, cough cough. Hahah.
KK is two weeks!
Cast: Rachel McAdams, Channing Tatum, Scott Speedman, Jessica Lange, Sam Neill, Wendy Crewson, Jessica McNamee
Based on a true story about a young woman who loses all recent memory in a car accident and struggles to rebuild her identity while her husband tries to win her heart for the second time.
Story of the couple - Kim and Krickitt Carpenter - dates from 1993, two months after their marriage, when their car was hit from behind by a fast-moving truck.
Anyways I need a change. I feel like a change. I have plans for.. things. This shall be interesting. Wonder if I'm actually going to carry it out or not.
Moving on exams are next week, get excited!!! Not. But seriously.. a week from now exams will be DONE. Over. F-yeah. Then another week from now I'd be on my flight back home. Seriously where the hell does time go!! I remember easter break so clearly.. and then after that time just jet past me.
Oh well winter break (which is summer break for the rest of the other ppl not from Australia) shall be legendary. I foresee amazing days and nights spent with amazing people creating amazing memories that we will amazingly not forget... or maybe we might, if you factor in the alcohol. Hohohoho.
I am already planning the stuff I'm going to pack to bring home. I really want to get a new pair of heels.. but maybe a treat for my self for turning 16. Hehehehe. 16 should be a big deal but I'm so over the age thing anyways. Life's short, why keep count?
I really can't wait to see everybody!!!! Wooh especially Kim and Kahmun and Celeste since I feel like I haven't seen them in forev-ev-evaaa.
Late nights at up2you, the beach, late breakfasts at who knows where, chilling at sutera, swimming, islands, local food, salim at 3am, driving all the way to 1borneo just cause we don't have anything to do. Maybe this time we'll roadtrip it to Karambunai or Kundasang.... hmm.
So the school blocked off facebook, tumblr, twitter, skype. Basically every social networking website you could think of. I suppose I'm glad... I mean, exam's are next week and I'm a little behind. At least I still have my faithful blogger aye?
Even last night at 12:30 when I got to bed, even when I was so so tired,
I still couldn't sleep. Then when I eventually do, it's shit sleep. I get horrible nightmares, or would be tossing and turning still drifting in and out of it. Would wake up at 4:30 - 5:00 am, suffocate a little, wake up in frustration and would have an absolutely horrible time TRYING to get myself back to sleep.
"She didn't feel like anything. The sensation of being hollow showed no sign of abating and, even so, eating was not among her multitude of wants. She wanted water, she wanted to look pretty, she wanted to be embraced and petted."