Nothing better than being able to wear your own set of clothes to school. Actually, I lie. I'd rather have a uniform so I don't have to fuss over what I should wear. Choosing an outfit is undoubtedly one of the hardest things to do these days, especially from a limited selection of clothes, hashtag-firstworldgirlproblems.
Life has been a whirlwind of.. well just a whirlwind really. My winter break was one of the greatest. It definitely had ups and downs, but following the ultimate cliche, you can't appreciate the highs without the lows. I did a lot of driving! And went through my first bribe, hah. Silly cause I shouldn't even be driving.. But what can you do. Although it isn't one of the 'craziest' holidays, it was really such an amazing one. I have to say most of my holidays have been super memorable.
My birthday this year was super amazing as well. Still can't get over everything everyone did, and the feeling of warmth and love love love for them I have. I have a very drunken video of me emotionally proclaiming my gratitude, and was going to post it up but decided to save my dignity and leave it tucked away privately in a folder somewhere on my computer. But yes, I had a surprise 12am hide-from-bella-when-shes-looking-at-the-gate-but-get-her-to-open it surprise, a birthday video and 3-joint birthday with Kara and Gina. Stayed up to watch the sunrise and went home to crash after but it was a hell of a night.
I feel like I could go on forever about how grateful and super and amazing life has been for me. Happy happy and constantly on cloud 9 - okay slight exaggeration with stress of exams coming up but yes usually happy and content and sated.
Speaking of exams, I've got 36 more days left of classes! My high school life is ending right before my eyes and I'm a mix of high-low emotions. I'm ecstatic to finally be done with this chapter of my life but yet, the next chapter will be so different from anything I've ever experience and it really is a scary thought. Every one tells me that it'll be great and I know it will but the prospect that my future is so uncertain and be based on my grades at the end of the year exams frightens the living out of me. Exams are so soon and everything is coming at me so soon and I feel like I haven't had any time to slow down and take a good look at where I am, which is usually the case for everyone I'm sure.
Okay I'm pretty sure I've provided enough of an update to last at least a week. Or more. That was fun.
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