Insomniac

I have no idea why I'm still up when it is already 1am, and to think that I was planning on waking up at 4am to study. That plan is over. In fact, I'm on the brink of a migraine right now.. I can feel it threatening to invade my poor mind. Whatever, let's move on before it really does.

Time has been on my mind alot lately. Especially concerning that time changes people and matter and things and everything. I suppose as time moves forward you do too (omgah i bet people are just like no shit bella). Anyways.. getting to my point. I've changed. Thinking back (how cringeworthy was i back then ew how did i ever have friends) I was the girl that all the girls didn't like because I always hung out with the boys. No.. it's not what you think. I just clicked better with them. I never had girl friends.I can definitely say this has changed this year. Now we (the girlfriends & i) are always scratching our heads trying to find guys to come out. Huh....
Not only that I used to be quite confident in talking to guys (whoah okay getting a bit cocky whoops) but like not confident but.. at least I didn't try to run away from them.

Yes.. I tend to avoid boys like a plague these days. At least boys I don't know. Something is wrong with me. Maybe being in an all girls school has brainwashed me to think that boys have cooties ewwwww. Hahahah.

Whatever this is getting way to personal for my liking...

I miss Russ

and my KICK

 and my family.. 

damn this was last December.. visiting Toorak for the first time. Things have definitely changed.

xx