they say the more we care, the more we have to lose. 

caring too much is scary, it leaves you vulnerable and susceptible to so much hurt. 

it's easier to run away from your emotions 

than it is to deal with it when it's too late 

no, not to run away completely 

but to take quick sprints 

time for myself 

to think 

to sort out my erratic state of mind 

how much am I willing to invest myself 

how much of myself can I give before 

i lose myself completely

how much is too much 

how much is too little 

how much am i willing to give